hell, i think its time i update

first off, im over seas for those of you who didnt know...

and second of all, i really enjoy it for the most part

there were times i was homesick, but anyway, heh

so how many days left

who knows, about two weeks i think somewhere around there

im pretty thirsty right now... another thing i dont like, even though i never mentioned the first one, was that i totally hate the heat, no airconditioning anywhere which makes it really hard to sleep in germany because there is no breeze because of all the buildings

im listening to dashs new stuff on his myspace, i quite enjoy it... i think i would like to be him for a few days

poor m night.... he is totally getting ragged on by everyone... i dont remember him doing much at all to anyone... people like to guess his movies before they are over, guess the ending i mean... and then say they knew all along just to be smart... but it ruins the magic... but maybe he does underestimate us... leave him alone

what was that they said... we like to tear heros down and love to build them back up

i wonder...

heh... i want to climb my girl like a tree

ill be right back, im going to buy a red bull

welll never mind all i have are fifties...and it costs a dollar and i dont want to be a bumhug about it

do i miss home at all

of course

man o man o man o man

i be sweatin

i like this one, i think i need to buy this cd

charyou tree... but of course

i will say the plane ride on the way over to germany was a scary one... you know, i may be chicken shit... but i always come along... thats my part... comedy relief and bait

i do like these songs quite a bit

on the subject of girls... italy is full of ugly ones

i dont really wanna go back to the hotel because its so hot in there with the windows... and im out of book

i dont think i like germany, i miss casa rosa and i miss amos haha, im not gay for him, i just think hes fun and comforting... takes us on great adventures... hes like gandalf

oh, im on tonight and my hips dont lie...or something... shake shake... shes seems to be all over this tourist town...ye bugger

random thoughts in this form are always better to read than huge paragraphs... easier on the eyes right

or maybe its just i have very little to say on the subjects at hand

you have stolen my heart... so simple but he makes it much more, always does

life is always on the move and never stops... things seem really far away at this moment.. maybe for the better, who knows, there will be water if ka wills it, there will

there will come a cross road, and which one will i travel... who knows... lifes full of them and i can see how easily steps can be taken in the wrong way... right or wrong, life will move on...

no matter which one...you have to live your life in the present, the one thats real, the future isnt real or set in´stone... i could go outside and get shot couldnt i.... nothing is set... its hard to not look back and regret things...

there are two things that have come to my mind about stone... one is marriage, the other is death

both are very big steps... haha but have nothing to do with each other,just steps in life

marriage is something that i want, and will indeed cherish and never betray... i can set my love and devotion in stone, in a diamond... as long as im alive and long after... hopefully there is life after death... that would mean love was forever... the ring isnt important... its the thought behind it....

death... sometimes... it scares the hell out of me... and sometimes i want to throw myself into a car... i dont want to die on a plane.... the drop scares me, but...

i would miss everything and just wait, hoping all ended well with everyone...

or something...

i do love alethea... and i do want to marry her... the future is such a scary thing... moves like the wind... and sweeps you off ...

is it fate, or is it just choices, does fate guide our choices... can i really throw myself in front of a car

who knows...

so with this i think i will leave

i love you more than you know and i cant wait to see you haha, it hasnt been that long but the mind wanders all over, but what brings me right back is remembering that you love me as much as i love you

things could be worse hehei think a drink is in store, i nice frosty beverage such as a coke